Changes

My job changed again today.
My cell phone bill is out of hand because of my job, but no steps to rectify it have been made.
I am slowly getting my head around everything but it's taking time.
Right now I wonder what the future holds.

Secrets

Come up to meet you
Tell you my feelings
You don't know how awesome you are
I had to call you
Tell you I miss you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to that bar
Friends all around us
We sit there quiet
Learning about who we are

You are a wonder
I want to know you
I need to know who you are
Can't see your secrets
Must ask the questions
Can't we go back to that bar
Nobody said it was easy
Oh I won't make it harder to part
Nobody said it was easy
Can't we go back to that bar

I have been wondering
Why we're so broken
Broken and scarred as we are
Tell me you know me
Come back to meet me
I want to rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's a shame that you don't know me
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, can't your heart make room for me

You have your family
I have mine, too
We have the time for disclosure
Your heart is heavy
Loving another
I need to say I care for you

Nobody said it was easy
Oh can't we go back to that bar
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to that bar

For Johnnie

I can see you through my tears
So far in the distance
I can see you reaching out
With no one to take your hand

I can hear you through the noise
Just on the other side
I can hear your soul reaching out
With no one to claim it

Anxiety
Apprehension
Caution
Lockdown

What will be on your mind?
The girl, the witch, the boy?
I only know what's on mine
Much I don't have words to say

I can't reach for you
I can't see you
But you know, and I know
We will be there anyway.



Please be safe, my dear friend. I miss you and await your return.

Quiet on the Home Front

Lots of things happening in my life so I have been pretty quiet lately. Work and family have kept me pretty busy!

Hopefully you'll hear from me soon!