Evasive

Why do I feel
Something is missing
Why does it seem
The days of rose colored glasses
And sweet blissful love
Are over

I can't put my finger on it
It evades my description
So close to tears
And so close to you
But still so far away

What have we forgotten?
What has been left behind?
In the days of discovery
We found everything we wanted
Everything we needed
We saw in each other
Did we have this missing piece
Or was it never there?

Alone again

Here I am
alone again
feeling empty
no touch
no conversation
surrounded by people
feeling totally alone

Accusations
tearing us apart
but we don't talk
I think you know
that I'm really upset
but you avoid
the conversation

How can we grow
how can we trust
how can we be together
if we don't say things
that really matter

I have no one
no one to talk to
none to confide in
none to ask advice
so here I am

alone again

So Alone

you tell me that everything is alright
but I see in your eyes that it's not
and there is the feeling of something broken

I've waited for you all night
just to hear the words I love you
but they don't come
and I feel so alone

We want to build a family
from the cobblestones of our lives
but how can we move forward
when I feel so alone?

I get that you are loved by others
popular by the things you do
the only insecurity I feel
is when I can't be with you

you are my rock
you are my white knight
you are everything to me
but something is missing

why do I feel this way
after months of pure bliss
I'm nothing without you
and I ache for your kiss

you and I are so alike
similar in nearly every way
do you feel this rift between us
because it is tearing me apart

I feel my heart is breaking
and I really don't know why
your love is all I want and hope for
please tell me why I feel so alone